I just had the awesomest trip to Rossiya, my job is going great (the bosses like me), I'm madly in love with a little kitten. So lets make this post about the obvious, shall we. STINK.
not only is the word an incredibly wonderful one to say (say it with me, 'stink'). It has this X factor; but the nature of what it describes is so powerful. Stink will always garner more attention than a good scent. Everyone expects the smell to be good, so when it smells like ass (anything, you, me, the town...) people pay attention.
That in itself, is my thesis on human behavior. There are two main conclusions to be drawn from it.
1) No matter how good you are, you will always grab more attention bing bad. Nobody ever reported on a scientist getting a minor breakthrough on the front page of any paper. Nobody gives a fuck about any honest young hard-working man who worked on fleet street. Its the stinks who get the fame.
2) All humans are assholes. We like to be better than everyone else. but, not only is it more convenient, but we truly enjoy being superior by making someone else feel inferior rather than just shining brighter than everyone else. I know of that. I once used to 'rule' an online forum :D. I have plenty of people who hate me (and for good reason) for I was an arrogant little pipsqueak who, using his genetically gifted wit and would amuse himself and others by ripping on anyone who had a different opinion.
On that positive note, its time to talk about relationships. my relationship in particular since I have no interest in yours.
I love my girlfriend, to bits. literally. I think I hugged her too hard and yesterday she kind of crumbled. I can't stop thinking about her, so I'm sorry but this awesome post will have to stop now. I had plenty of insightful comments to make (seriously) about human nature, behavior and teenage angst, but all that will have to wait for some time while I look at her pictures for a while.
My new year wish is that I wish to know more about my girlfriend. She has her secrets. Wish I knew all of them so I could keep my mind at ease knowing that I really will have a future with her. I would never leave her for anything she did/ that happened to her in the past, but knowing that there could be something and the uncertainty around it takes a toll on me. We'll have the cutest kids.
