Friday, May 20, 2011

smoke some ganja

i find solace in pure music. music that clearly reflects the artists mindset, no matter how juvenile it is.

ok, how about books. In my opinion, there are two aspects to writing. My opinion means fuck all, but here it is.
1) story
2) writing skill

story> skill

you could be a great writer, but if you don't have a good story, its similar to a beautiful voice reading out the station announcements.

However, if you have a great story. people will go out of the way to understand you.

its the same with music. Great talent with an instrument, but weak song. meh. conviction in a song, but limited talent? not bad.

I wish I had more class and sophistication and the aura well-read kids have about them. Also, I'm forever happy. what the fuck is up with that. Sadness never fuckin killed anyone. ah.

im growing up. and it sucks. I miss my bike, my car, my freedom (i have financial freedom now, but have lost other kinds of freedom. can't act stupid. have a job to protect. can't risk my health, have a girlfriend to protect etc etc).

ive started drinking evian. my parents would freak out if they knew I was spending this much on water. its a lot of money. im a hollow shell. happy and ignorant. stopped reading ever since it became the 'thing' to do. the means to fit in with an elite well read european crowd and a then demanding girlfriend for whom I was not well read enough. miss it.

miss my country too. there really is no place like home.

i think its time to be a little less superficial and a little more me. .that was a sucky post. no humour. no nuffin.

knock knock, who's there? nidhaan. nidhaan who? your daddy.

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